Wednesday, 1 June 2011

May



Finishing university. Alot of breakdowns. Too many tears. Thankful that I have someone to hug me when I'm upset. Grateful to have someone to listen. Guilty for ignoring things and letting them get out of hand. Losing faith completely. Realising something needs to change. April was sadness and confusion. Understanding I am a completely different person now. Unsure of my religion. Absence of happiness. June needs to be a good month. I have to sort things out now. No more sitting in the darkness and weeping. I have to stand up tall and kick what ever it is that is affecting me in the rear. I'm fed up of being a person I don't want to be. I am going to change things. I am going to change myself.


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  1. The photo is stunning. I have always wanted to visit England, or live there as a matter of fact. Everything is so beautiful there.
    - http://xtheperfectmess.blogspot.com

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  2. Thanks Anita! The photo was actually taken in Wales :) xoxo

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  3. Chin up Katie. Everything will work out in the end. There are people around you that will support you no matter what. Just keep pushing and going for it and you will be fine! :)

    The photo is of Wales is stunning. I thought it was Swaledale in North Yorks at first! :)

    Take care
    xo Amy.

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  4. ♥♥ I hope this month is better sweetie. x hivenn

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  5. Sorry to hear you've had a rubbish month, hope everything's okay - remember to keep smiling! :)

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  6. Thank you so much for your sweet comments :) I am determined June will be much better! :) xoxo

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  7. thank-you for the comment my lovely, i'm so excited for uni it's ridiculous.. i hope everything is okay soon sweetie xxx

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  8. Hello! Thank you for your comment, I would highly suggest you to try making some cherry juice, it's so good =)
    Anyway, I felt the same these past months (should we say years?) and I am trying very hard to change things and live everyday at its best. Hope you feel good now and that days will continue to get better and better =)
    Juliette

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