Wednesday, 1 June 2011
Finishing university. Alot of breakdowns. Too many tears. Thankful that I have someone to hug me when I'm upset. Grateful to have someone to listen. Guilty for ignoring things and letting them get out of hand. Losing faith completely. Realising something needs to change. April was sadness and confusion. Understanding I am a completely different person now. Unsure of my religion. Absence of happiness. June needs to be a good month. I have to sort things out now. No more sitting in the darkness and weeping. I have to stand up tall and kick what ever it is that is affecting me in the rear. I'm fed up of being a person I don't want to be. I am going to change things. I am going to change myself.